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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #780 on: Jan 23, 2010, 01:30 AM »



From one of our lovely Brokes themselves, "For a moment in time, forever in our hearts"
"The day I stop having fun, I'll just walk away." -- Heath Ledger

"For a moment in our lives, forever in our hearts." -- Heath Ledger, 1/22/08

"In the dark, I really felt like I could escape to anywhere.
To a place where anything could happen at any time.
Where chaos could reign but the world would never end."
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As the World Turns -- April 2, 1956 - September 17, 2010

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #781 on: Jan 23, 2010, 02:52 PM »

OMG !! Two years you are gone  :_( :_(...We miss you so much since two years

   :ghug: :ghug: :ghug: ^f^ ^f^ ^f^
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #782 on: Jan 24, 2010, 01:08 AM »
 


We love you still, beautiful boy.  Two years without you haven't mitigated our love for you a fraction.  Two years without you have only served to grow our love for you, sweet Heath. 


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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #783 on: Jan 24, 2010, 08:47 AM »
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Two years...already?!!  :_( :_(
"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #784 on: Jan 25, 2010, 12:27 AM »




Sunrise, sunset
   Seven hundred and thirty of these without you
Morning, noon, and night
   Seven hundred and thirty of these missing you
Breakfast, lunch and supper
   Seven hundred and thirty empty places
Bedtime, dreams, and waking up to first light
   Seven hundred and thirty times
Disappointed of not having you there no more.

Life goes on, with and without you
   a little sadder without your smiles
   a little colder without your warmth
   a little harder without your wisdom to point the way
   a little darker without your golden ray of love to embrace

Life goes on, living bravely as you would
   draped in the fragile silken fabric of heartache
   embroidered with the legacy of your golden threads of joie d'vivre
   scraping a living in a valley deep and wide
   carved out by the sorrow and grief of losing you
   watered by the tears shed over and over missing you
   cascading down the rocky slopes and around the many trees
   planted in memory of you.

Where ever you are, may you fly with love beneath your wings.
When ever you feel weary, come and perch a while on any tree
   and rest in the valley, and feast on the fruits you planted long ago
   in the hearts and minds of people you touched.

So, so very beautiful, LC.  You are so obviously one of the many that he touched...

I missed being here on the forum on 1/22, but thought on and off all day of our Heath...

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #785 on: Jan 25, 2010, 05:43 PM »


For you, Heath, my boy. I hope you are happy where you are forever gone. You will forever be in my heart.

Go to sleep, may your sweet dreams come true,
Just lay back in my arms for one more night.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #786 on: Jan 26, 2010, 12:40 PM »

It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #787 on: Jan 27, 2010, 12:18 AM »






Memories of you continue as long as
The love for you continues as long as
Life goes on as long as
The love for you continues as long as
Memories of you continue without end.

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #788 on: Feb 07, 2010, 10:30 PM »
 
"Anything interesting up there in Heaven?"

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #789 on: Feb 07, 2010, 10:39 PM »
 
"Anything interesting up there in Heaven?"

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #790 on: Feb 08, 2010, 11:35 PM »
 

You've brought tears to my eyes with this one...   :_(

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #791 on: Feb 09, 2010, 02:07 AM »





From time to time in the split second
Reading something or watching some video
Seeing the image of you in a photograph
The golden threads of joy of you reveal their intimate closeness
With the pain and emptiness wrapped up in the fragile silken fabric of
Memories of you, Always

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #792 on: Feb 10, 2010, 07:40 AM »
You've brought tears to my eyes with this one...   :_(

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Thank you Kathy...  ::) Glad you like it ...and sorry for the tears!  #) I made it on 22th of January.
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #794 on: Feb 20, 2010, 01:47 PM »


You personify for me
the fragile fabric of life itself
embroidered with the golden thread of joy
intertwined with the easily broken silken threads

In times of sorrow I treasure memories of your smile and optimism
In moments of carefree happiness, I am reminded of the transience of life itself
Memories of you lift me up in moments of low ebb
And steady me in a fast moving sea of emotional high

Life and living and you, are synonymous, one and the same.

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #796 on: Feb 22, 2010, 09:50 AM »
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #797 on: Feb 22, 2010, 12:34 PM »


"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #798 on: Feb 22, 2010, 12:48 PM »

Two years + one month...You are still in our mind and heart dear Joker

It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #799 on: Feb 22, 2010, 12:52 PM »





From time to time in the split second
Reading something or watching some video
Seeing the image of you in a photograph
The golden threads of joy of you reveal their intimate closeness
With the pain and emptiness wrapped up in the fragile silken fabric of
Memories of you, Always


 <^( <^( <^( Very nice dear Andrew, I quote !
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #800 on: Feb 23, 2010, 11:38 AM »


And it will be burning forever inside us...
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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                            Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away...You are always in my mind..

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #802 on: Mar 09, 2010, 06:48 PM »




Saw your final film today...it's like you just died again. There's no more. What now?


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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #803 on: Mar 11, 2010, 09:39 AM »



Saw your final film today...it's like you just died again. There's no more. What now?




 :_( That's why I'm afraid to see it...  :_(

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #804 on: Mar 12, 2010, 01:15 PM »
”It is said some lives are linked across time. Connected by an ancient calling that echoes through the ages. Destiny.”

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"Jack, I swear -"  he said, though Jack had never asked him to swear anything and was himself not the swearing kind.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #805 on: Mar 12, 2010, 03:19 PM »
                                                      
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #806 on: Mar 12, 2010, 11:03 PM »
I haven't seen it yet, but I will b/c it's our Heath's last film. I miss you, sweet cowboy. :_(
'Cause I don't want to say goodbye
Let the stars shine through
No, I don't want to say goodbye
All I want to do is live with you

Together, our two hearts are strong
Don't you know that's where our hearts both belong?

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #807 on: Mar 14, 2010, 12:46 PM »


Your Ennis sang my life with barely a word
Your Ennis strummed my pain with clenched fists
Your talent to probe the depth of people you never knew
Your talent to give voice to stories you never heard

You gave light to a darkness buried deep and forgotten
You gave hope to a despair burned to ashes bare
Your life gave living new meaning to me and many others too
Your life will be remembered each day each year and forever more


Aretha Franklin - Killing Me Softly

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
and so i came to see
and listen for a while

and there he was this young boy
a stranger to my eyes
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letter
and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish
but he just kept right on
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

he sang as if he knew me
In all my darkness fair
and then he looked right through me
as if i wasn't there
and he kept on singing
singing clear and strong
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

ohhhhhhhhhhh oohhhhhhh...lalalal..ohhhh lalaaaaaaa

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me (softly)

he was strumming my pain
yeah he was singing my life
killing me softly with his song
killing em softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song
« Last Edit: Mar 20, 2010, 03:28 AM by lancecowboy »
Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #808 on: Mar 22, 2010, 01:02 AM »
”It is said some lives are linked across time. Connected by an ancient calling that echoes through the ages. Destiny.”

Prince of Persia
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"Jack, I swear -"  he said, though Jack had never asked him to swear anything and was himself not the swearing kind.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #809 on: Mar 22, 2010, 12:43 PM »

The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.