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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #840 on: Aug 22, 2010, 02:44 PM »





Just another 22nd...they keep showing up...you keep not.
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #842 on: Aug 24, 2010, 11:58 PM »
"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #843 on: Aug 26, 2010, 12:45 PM »
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #845 on: Sep 21, 2010, 08:13 PM »

sleep well

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #846 on: Sep 22, 2010, 10:19 AM »

The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #848 on: Sep 28, 2010, 10:49 AM »
Rest in peace dear ennis !

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You'l be always in our mind, we love you !..;So mutch !
It could be like this, always like this....
Sometimes I miss you so much, I can't understand it.

As you get old you begin to wonder-
what was all that lightning and thunder
actually about ? (Gavin Ewart)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #849 on: Sep 29, 2010, 10:05 AM »







"I’d rather live in his world…..than live without him….in mine."                                       (Midnight Train to Georgia)

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #850 on: Oct 19, 2010, 11:12 AM »


Do not stand beside my grave and cry
Because I am not there
I am still alive

I'm the sunlight sparkling on the grains of wheat
I'm the cool ocean breeze in the summer's dense heat

I'm as free as the wind that makes the leaves quiver
And as alive as the water that rushes down the river

So do not miss me
Because I was never gone
I'm with you like the stars
That shine until dawn

So please
Do not stand beside my grave and cry
Because I am not there
I have not died


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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #851 on: Oct 21, 2010, 10:03 AM »



When A Friend Bids Goodbye

By Kathrine Yee Baraquia

My dear friend,
close your eyes...
hold my hand,
and hear me whisper...

For the times I was lost,
you were there to look for me.
Will you believe me when I say I love you more than you'll ever know.
Will you trust me when I say ...this time you have to let me go.

My dear friend, I must leave.
The world no longer needs me.
It's my time to be gone, until we meet again someday.
Don't you cry now, I know I'll be okay.
Trust that I'll never forget you.
Don't be sad now, just close your eyes until it's through.
Hold my hand, don't open your eyes yet...
wait when I no longer whisper..

My dear friend, you'll be fine.
I'll be up there watching over you.
For the times I'll be gone, don't ever forget
the words I whispered to you.

God calls on my name... and I have to let go of your hand now...
Please don't cry... and smile for me..
because I'm with the one who made us friends.

Remember, I'll always love you.
so come, wave me goodbye...
It'll be painful but we have to...
Hug me, hug me tight, feel the words I can no longer say.

My dear friend, I'm going to miss you.
just pray because I'll always listen.
and one day, when it's your time,
I'll be there for you...
Just like the way I used to.
...I love you...
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
("If I asked")
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You will be forever in my heart,friends.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #852 on: Oct 21, 2010, 10:46 AM »

 

miss you so much...

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #853 on: Oct 22, 2010, 06:25 AM »

The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #854 on: Oct 25, 2010, 08:49 AM »
”It is said some lives are linked across time. Connected by an ancient calling that echoes through the ages. Destiny.”

Prince of Persia
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"Jack, I swear -"  he said, though Jack had never asked him to swear anything and was himself not the swearing kind.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #856 on: Nov 22, 2010, 04:24 PM »

Heath, you are always in my heart...
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #857 on: Nov 23, 2010, 05:42 AM »
Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #858 on: Dec 21, 2010, 01:15 AM »




No amount of time can separate
The feelings between me and you
One thought of your wise words
One glimpse of your bright smile
And the sadness of loss and longing
Floods back again like before
Time and space is meaningless
When the heart always remembers

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #859 on: Dec 22, 2010, 01:24 AM »






Obsessing over you?
You are the anchor that steadies my aimless drifting
You personify all that I want to emulate
You define all that I value most
You are the center of my life
I obsess over you to be me

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #860 on: Dec 22, 2010, 08:42 AM »

I miss you. it still hurts to think that you're gone.
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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« Reply #861 on: Dec 22, 2010, 11:13 AM »

Time is passing by,but you're more and more alive in our hearts and minds.We love you.

Ennis’s eyes gone bright with shock, mouth opening then closing again. “Love?” Ennis said finally, voice strangling in his throat.

Jack smiled sad. “Yeah, Ennis. Love.” Leaned forward and kissed Ennis’s temple, whispered, “What’d you think it was, all this time?”
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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #862 on: Jan 11, 2011, 12:44 AM »

treading on each other’s toes until they pulled apart to breathe and Ennis, not big on endearments, said what he said to his horses and daughters, “Little darlin.”

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #863 on: Jan 18, 2011, 01:02 AM »




Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #864 on: Jan 20, 2011, 03:52 AM »

you are in my thoughts and in my heart.....
".. a love that dare not speak its name.." oscar wilde

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #865 on: Jan 20, 2011, 11:01 AM »

you are in my thoughts and in my heart.....

Ditto.
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #866 on: Jan 21, 2011, 06:45 PM »


  We're still here, Heath, and we carry you with us.  Peace, now, ......you did well.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #867 on: Jan 22, 2011, 01:19 AM »
3 years already!! :_(



"What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close,the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger."
"I miss you so much I can hardly stand it."

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #868 on: Jan 22, 2011, 02:50 AM »

















I hate that your charming charismatic smile is indelibly etched
   into my memory of you, always.
I hate that your quicksilver mind matches your lithe athletic body,
   making your every move poetry, to be remembered, always.
I hate that your kind and gentle eyes, make me feel at ease,
   accepted just as I am, always.
I hate that your generous spirit moves me to be more than I am,
   to emulate you, always.
I hate that your compassionate heart instinctively understands,
   even people you never met, better than I knew myself.

I hate that your carefree happy-go-lucky attitude,
   made everyone in your life at ease,
   but made your inner life a turmoil of tension and unease.
I hate that you were not perfect, that you were human,
   that you were fallible, fragile, and alone.
I hate that you have been gone for three years now
   and I still can't get over missing your next project
   never to be inspired and surprised by what you might create.
I hate this feeling of hate and love, all mixed together,
   two sides of the same coin
   an obsession over you.
I hate/love this feeling of obsessing over you, always.

Heath, you are loved, like this, always.

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Re: Vigil for Heath - light a candle
« Reply #869 on: Jan 22, 2011, 06:46 AM »
3 years...



Forever in my heart.
The truth is... sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.